Monday, June 20, 2011

the ? girl.

I'm just an average teenage girl. Or not. I'm not quite sure, and to be honest, I haven't made up my mind quite yet what I am. I'd like to think I'm charming and cute. Kind of like, the beautiful yet shy girl that secretly gets guys attention from a distance, but she's such a mystery to them that they're too shy to do anything about it. I'd like to think I'm the kind of girl that visits art museums just because, or sits and listens to classical music and then goes to perform it on her shiny, black, precious grand piano. I do play piano, but not exactly in that attention-grabbing-prodigy sort of way. I'd like to think I was the kind of girl who traveled often. Paris, London, Italy. But I've only been twenty-four hours away from my home state. I'd like to think I was the kind of girl who effortlessly wore sundresses, and danced in the pouring rain, smiling. I'd like to think I am a lot of things. But the truth is, I don't know who I am. I mean, I'm only fifteen, about to be a sophomore in high school. I guess it's true that I have a little bit of time to figure everything out. But while I'm sitting here, listening to the tv in the distance and hearing the pounding rain just past the window behind me, I wish I knew. So, if you're a girl, or a boy! who hasn't yet figured out who they are, then I'm here for you. I hope by reading my blog, you'll be able to understand that you're SO not alone. And sooner or later, I'll get to the things that have made me who I am. The deep, personal things that I'm trusting strangers with. So if you'd like, go on this journey with me! We can enjoy the little things about life and discover who we really are.

                Prayers and Love,
                            Rene, <3